Being loud?

December comes again with happy thought. I can not say to myself that I will enjoy everything as I have lots to do in this coming January 2022. Blogging is one of my " must to do"  thing on 2022.  I'm still me but few changes have change me alongside times. My perspective about life, love are totally not the same anymore. I want to be more "me" when blogging and expressing my mind. Well, sometimes we have to be loud about something but sometimes it is clever to keep silent as pertaining the topic and our opinion. Expressing our mind? I have a huge explanation about this in.....

Explendid view at One Utama, 4th of December 2021

 

Love, like a dream....

   

Love is something we cannot predict. Allah SWT taken my love away. November 2015, the marks in my life. He let go of my heart and my heart without any ungratefulness just because of  his responsibility. 

I know that I can not deny my heart but life must go on. There's nothing to cry anymore and I know I'm much happier now.

Ps: Welcome to my life, Mr D....

Writing again....

   

"You need to learn to love writing", one of my favorite bloggers wrote in his blog. Actually, He wrote it a few days back or months, I don't know because of I'm too busy to come here. Dear Clive Einstein, I'm so sorry. So, right now, I'm writing again after reading his blog.

It is not for a sake of blogging but I'm trying to find myself. The real me. I really miss this blog. I used to write everything here and it stops just because of I'm drowning in  my work. Such a lame excuse right?

Ps: Miss you all....

One more day to heaven.....

   

One day to go before Ramadhan. One day more before I'm coming back to my heaven. Heave, the word is general. Anyone can interpret it in many way depend on their perception. Heaven for me is "heaven". Heaven that no one knows.... 

One more thing, the clause "you can not please everyone" keep dancing in my mind. Yes, I can not please everyone, even the close one. What I can do is pleasing Allah SWT only. It's comes to the level of pleasing. This Ramadhan, Allah and my family is number one.....

Stoic?

   

A few days ago, I kept thinking about this blog. How bad of me to ignore this wonderful so called diary. When the works keeps piling and  many things to be done, this blog becoming my last place to visit. "The stoic, workaholic Yuni will never change herself" Emmet's state lingering my thought.

 I smiled. Look at the title, stoic. Stoic is not a new word to me. It it always being in my life dictionary and happen to be in my life since I'm a career woman. Used to call emotional back then, stoical is me now. 

Ps: Dear office life, thank you very much....

December life.....

Still going on with Korean guys.....I got a little bit amnesia nowadays, hikhik. Why? I keep forgetting about this blog and left it hanging without any scratches. It's not like I do not have any ideas in spite, the ideas are redundant.  It also not about time because I'm managing it wisely but it's all about myself. 
Fida told me, let's throw everything here, but it is so not me. My problem is mine. I won't easily shared it with everyone. Nope, I do not have any problem but writing becomes less because of thinking. I've done many thinking especially about my work, especially this is December.....
Ps: Just left it hanging there....

Korean handsome guy.....

"Please update something nice", I still can hear her pleads. Considering my time with this precious blog is not too much, I just jot something for one of my best chum, Fida. If I stated here "I'm quite busy", you all will smirked at me. 
Yes, I'm always busy. "You are not busy, if you are so busy, why did you have some times with those Korean handsome guy!" Walique argued. Actually he's right. Those Korean handsome guys are my favourite part. Hikhik, sorry guys....Every night, I'll spend just one hour for those Korean handsome guys. My partner in crime, Miss M also knows about this.
Ps: Korean handsome guys?

Motivation seeker vs Attention seeker?

Look at the title above. Hm, each one of us often or sometimes always accidentally liaise with such persons. From the negative judgmental eyes, attention seekers are the species that we are easily annoyed with. How about the motivation seekers? 
Exactly, we have to  differentiate without any stereotype or pessimism about these two species. Motivation seekers, from my eyes is the person that keen, eagerly searching for advice, wanting to learn something new, craving  changes of themselves especially towards positiveness. On the other hand, the attention seekers tend to search for people admiration, individual recognition and many more. 
I'm looking at the positive side of these two species. They have their own goals and I don't want to interfere....
Ps: Life is wonderful, keep observing....What do you think of attention seekers in social media?

Straight from the heart?

Morning everyone!
I'm not an easy reporter. That is my statement, straight from my heart. "Owh, Yuni, if you don't like or want to say something, just said it out loud!" Emmet yelled to me last night. I felt like my face turned into 8 inch wall in front of Times Square's Papa John!   Yay, that is the other side of me. Starting with negative sentences, it is not easy being an expressionless person. 4 years in Terengganu, stereotyped as an emotional girl, I'm quite alert with "emotional "word. Thus, it changes me so much until now, the word "expressionless" conquer my image. How can I, Emmet?.......

Shopping?

Finished checking my Cimb Clicks, the comrades and the housemates going crazy at The Mall. Actually, last Sunday was the last day for The Mall near PWTC. 
I don't feel like shopping, alas, my 2 cheerful housemates dragged me along and gave me a blast of the day! It is so not like me to brag about what I've bought and what I've done but pictures will tell everything!

How about Azam and Walique ( my comrades)? Hikhik, I'll meet them during lunch hour and I can feel that they're wearing new suits!

Dear friend, please be tough....

Dear Masha, I've read your latest post. I've felt what you feel right now. I know that you are so sad and only Allah SWT knows what you feel. As one of your friends, I just want to tell you that "Please be tough". I knew it very well the feeling of losing someone that we really love. Just pray to Allah and everything will be ok. 
Dear Masha, this quote is for you:

When someone walks away from your life, its not end of your story, its end of their part in your story.

If you all wants to know more, do visit  http://mashaaini.blogspot.com/2012/12/saat-kamu-masih-ada.html

To think....

Morning quotes for me and everyone....

Why?

Why? The question marks kept rolling, on and on. Why? People keep complaining, whining. The arguments still the same. They stated that they want this, they want that. Everything is so wrong is their life. Eventually, for some people, the problem that the other side considered it a problem is not a problem. Some people just accept what they get from high above but some people seems to not satisfied with what they have. They asked me whether I'm also feel the same but I'm just being me, what Allah has given to me, I accept it and try to smile because I know that Allah knows the best for me......Ayuni, be tough.....

Students, they are lucky, aren't they?

Students nowadays get lots of benefit from the government. I did heard from the gossip folks here that students are not like students anymore. Hikhik, as I'm a graduate, I felt like I do agree about 60% about that.  I don't want to complaints this and that and grateful to Allah. 
Thruthfully, I enjoyed working life more than before. Even though it is tiresome, but it is wonderful in its own way. Maybe the surrounding makes me quite thankful. Hm, they are gossiping, but not about others, it's all about current issues. Wonder why......

Confuse.....

How can we stop what Allah SWT has already fated to us? Try to do anything, laughing out loud, crying like a hell or typing any annoying status in Facebook, Allah won't change it as it is already written in our book of life. Alas, everyone seems to used Facebook as a place to pour everything. Hm, pouring everything to Allah is much more better, sorry.....

Keeps pilling.....

What motivates you? What is my inspiration to work everyday? These questions makes me smile when he asked me a few minutes ago. Hikhik, maybe since I'm here, I just spend a few minutes to talk to the other staff. Then, most of the time, I'm doing my work and swimming in the pool of writing. Sometimes, I just smile a little bit to the other staff that walking by. Anyway, they know that my work is pilling up but I'm still blogging in order to improve my writing. Duh, what an exciting press conference....

Ps: Yes Azam, KL is nice....

Communication? Don't force it.....

I just don't get it. Sometimes, when we try to communicate to the others, that person seems to willing to be in the same situation. Otherwise, time constraint and surrounding makes the other to ignore us and left us in the middle of the conversation.
Yes, the art of communication is not that easy. We can't force others to listen to what we want to convey. Alas, there are lots of "species" that in the type of forcing us to listen to them without considering our time and  situation. Hm, what to do, I just think positive and listen......
PS: Happy birthday to Mr Shamsul, you are a great executive!

Merdeka day.....

Happy Merdeka day! My beloved Malaysia turns 55 today.  We are so blessed with independence. Suddenly, are we aware enough the true definition of "independent". Hm, I asked this question to 5 persons and everyone has their own perspective about it. 
Independence, a word with ambiguous meaning. If I want to blabbering here about this word, I guess that not everyone agree with my opinion. So, I better keep it to myself. Anyway, thank you to Allah for giving me independence, got to drive. See you all later!

Salam Aidilfitri....

A week after Raya. Exhausted. Hikhik, first and foremost, I would like to wish to all of my readers, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. My "business" kept me from pouring everything in this blog. Hence, I do wish that I will get back my old positive self and keep cheering this simple blog. 
Furthermore, thank you to everyone that keep and always believe in me especially Miss Sweety, Bro Eqbalzack and Mr S. Thank you for the Raya Cards! There's something wonderful that I will repay to you guys!