Positive vs negative...

Assalamualaikum,

"Owh, I'm in the depth of despair" she said, looking at the guy in front of her. "Yeah, same as usual, you always in the side of the agony" mockingly, he smirked.

Negative, right? Well, this is one of the dialogue that come to my mind when I'm reading a novel. I don't know why all of these negative sentences lurking in my brain. Duh, what a negative thought....

So, I listed some of the negative words that I come across every time I read novels... 

Negative

demoralized   demotivated   dependent   depleted   depraved   depressed   deprived  deserted   deserving of pain/punishment   desolate   despair   despairing   desperate   despicable   despised  destroyed destructive
detached   detest detestable detested devalued devastated deviant devoid 

Positive

Generous	Genius	Gentle
Giggle	Glamorous	Glitter	Glorious
Glowing	Go-ahead	Golden	Goodness
Gorgeous	Graceful	Grand	Great
Guaranteed	Happy	Healthy	Heartwarming
Heavenly	Ideal	Immaculate	Impressive
Incredible	Inspire	Instant	Interesting
Invigorating	Invincible	Inviting	Irresistible
Jewel	Joy	Juicy	Keenest
Kind	Kissable	K.O.	Know-how
Leads	Legend	Leisure	Light
Lingering	Logical	Longest	Lovely
Lucky	Luscious

PS: So, how about "Enigma in my heart, crying in woes?.....